||[Dec. 16th, 2005|03:36 am]
שירן shiranne シラーン 冉施安
|||||umm... I'm not sure||]|
Ryan and I just finished talking online after not talking for a long time.
I tried to explain to him that I don't think it's the right time for us to be friends again or talk again or anything.
Turns out I'm going to be spending the weekend with him. I'm going to the first Garin meeting up in Oakland, and apparently he's joining the Garin too. (The Garin is [basically] a program for people living outside of Israel to join the Israeli Army. It's how my brother joined, too.)
So, to summarize, the day after I talk to my ex-best-friend for the first time in months and tell him that I am not particularly interested in being friends again, I get to spend two whole days with him.
I have yet to decide whether God likes me or hates me. Either way, this is going to be an interesting weekend.